Part-Time Girlfriend, Full-Time Fantasy

Even When I’m Gone, I Stay With You

I can be the girl who makes you feel alive again. The one who reminds you of the man you always knew you were, deep down. I can be the reason you’re sitting in the office, trying to hide the smile creeping across your face as images drift uninvited into your thoughts. You know the ones… Daydreams of me worshipping your manhood while holding your gaze, or of me riding you, hands braced on the headboard, my soft full breasts bouncing just above your face.

I want to haunt you in the most tantalising way. My feminine scent lingering on your collar long after you’ve left my bed. My moans replaying in your mind, leaving you dizzy with desire. No matter the pressure you’re under, no matter what life throws at you, everything feels just a little more manageable knowing you have this secret source of happiness; something delicious to call upon whenever you need it most. Let me be that happiness for you.

I want thoughts of me to follow you wherever your day takes you. When you grab a coffee before work… As you lick the foam from your lips, it’s the taste of my sweetness you imagine. In the shower, it’s my soapy, slippery body sliding against your chest that comes back to you. In the supermarket, passing the mangoes, guess who suddenly appears in your mind? These small moments stitch themselves together, forming the tapestry of my lasting impression on you. Bit by bit, I weave myself into your fantasies until you can’t wait to see me again.

I want to be your distraction on a dull day as you remember the way my nipples tightened under your teasing mouth. If loneliness creeps in, it’s my familiar smile and warm embrace that finds you. In the middle of the night, alone in your bed, seeking your release, it’s my name on your lips as you call out into the dark. Let me fill your dreams with flashes of our bodies slick and tangled, mouths hungry, desire unrestrained... You opening me up, drawing me in, losing yourself inside me.

I’ll be a place where you feel safe to be yourself; uninhibited, honest, and whole. A place to explore and experiment without judgment. We may not speak every day, but when I’m with you, my attention is entirely yours. In that moment, you are all that matters. I give myself fully, filling every pocket of emptiness until you’re overflowing with contentment and calm.

I’m that rare kind of companion who, despite being wildly seductive, still carries an air of innocence. Everything a girl-next-door should be: sweet, sincere, down-to-earth, compassionate, gentle, and nurturing. I make love wholeheartedly, with every fibre of my being. I give without reserve, and I receive with gratitude whatever pleasure you wish to bestow in return.

I can’t always come home with you, but I can make you feel at home in my arms. I can be your escape from the mundane and your comfort in the storm. Your inspiration, your playmate, your most indulgent treat. The way my body responds to your touch, the sounds I make as you bring me to the edge. All of it is organic and genuine. As real as the air we breathe.

If I didn’t want to be with you, I wouldn’t be. If I didn’t desire you, I wouldn’t reach for your touch or pull you close for a deep, lingering kiss. I wouldn’t trust you enough to lose myself in your presence, or surrender my body knowing with all certainty that you’ll handle me just right.

When you need to express your passion, my body is your canvas. When you need to be heard, I’m your confidante and keeper of secrets. As you bare your soul, I’ll show you mine. Everything you need during our time together, I give freely. And when we part, I fade away, leaving only the ghost of my kiss on your lips, the image of my ass as I walk away, and that familiar thrill already building toward our next encounter.

I can’t belong to you. But I can be yours for a series of brief, beautiful moments in time. And while we’re apart, I hope I live on in your fantasies… Until we meet again.

Yours,

Jasmine x